Sunday, June 22, 2008

Sex in the Small Town

The year is 2008, it is the summer before college for many of my friends and I. It is the summer of work, sex, break-ups, and more. Who knew life could be so difficult? If I had to realte this life to one person it would be Carrey from "Sex in the City." Torn between two men, one being weet and charming but flighty, the other not willing to commit in the smallest of ways. (The being a simple boyfriend) It is tragic really. Life seems to be that way though. First I have a great relationship with my mom, tons of friends, and an amazing boyfriend. Then all of a sudden my mom kicks me out, I move away to a place where I have no friends, and my boyfriend of two years dumps me in the middle of Sunday service. Life really has a way with kicking a woman when she is down. However, it is when I try to pick up the pieces and rebuild my life that the really wierd stuff begins to happen. I finally get a job that I love, my friends visit, and I meet a really great guy. Life looks like it is finally coming together. OH NO!! That cannot happen! The EX come back or in a way he does, he keeps calling, texting, contantly wanting to know what your doing and who you are with. You find out from his friend that he still likes you! >(>( BUT HE DUMPED YOU!! Why is this happening? Things were finally looking up. None of it makes sense. What do I do? Do I run and hide? Do I stick around and see where things go? NO, I PUT MY FOOT DOWN! And Hard! I tell that EX of mine that I AM NOT JUST SOME THING OR TOY, THAT HE CAN JUST PICK UP WHENEVER HE WANTS, then he GETS BORED WITH ME AND JUST LEAVES! AND I AM DEFINITELY NOT GOING TO BE HERE FOR HIM TO PICK BACK UP WHEN HE FEELS LIKE IT!!! NO, it just does not work that way. sorry but NO!! But after that what do I do?? I just.....